I have been trying to upload videos for several days but because my internet connection is so slow I have been unsuccessful about 80 percent of the time. I only got one video out of five uploaded in the past two days. I will probably be doing photo and blog posts exclusively until January or February when I will get a faster internet connection. I will be moving in with my dad then and that is when I will get an internet connection in my name. So I ask that you be patient with me until then.
I apologize that I haven’t been blogging everyday like I thought I would. It has just been so difficult to come up with Instagram, YouTube and blog content everyday. Most days I am listening to a lot of sermons and doing some Bible reading on my own, plus working. I know it is possible to post everyday, but I just haven’t been successful at it yet. I am hoping I can get into a solid routine starting now.
So it is Thanksgiving and I am so very thankful for a lot of things. I am above all thankful for my relationship with God. I am starting to sense more of His leading and guidance, especially when I am doing things with ministry.
So I didn’t get to talk to my kids today. I knew I wouldn’t be talking to my oldest son Braedan. I haven’t talked to him in over a year. I did think that I would talk to Sam and Eden. But it didn’t work out. I am a little bummed. I am really missing my kids. I haven’t seen them in months. However, Sam and Eden are coming to see me on December 7th. It is the weekend of the holiday party at the church I attend with my mom and step-dad.
I started tracking the messages that I listen to on YouTube. It isn’t all the messages/songs I listen to because I am constantly on Spotify and podcasts. I wanted to be able to look back and reference what is feeding me spiritually. I am listening to a wide variety of people. I am amazed at the diversity in the Kingdom. I hope to find my place and my stride soon. I am not sure what to do to increase my audience.
I know it isn’t all about the size of the audience, but the quality of the content. I just need to do my best work.
That’s all for now,