Feeling Lonely

“God makes a home for the lonely…” an excerpt from Psalm 68:6 (AMP)

I have been feeling so lonely lately. It is a combination of things that give me this feeling of a great void in my heart.

First, I have started my path of Torah Observance again and I don’t have any friends near me who follow this path. I was just starting to establish some friends at church when I was G-d convicted my heart to start following Torah again and I didn’t feel like it would be right to still attend church on Sunday. I am a member of several Torah Observant groups on Facebook, but I still feel alone in my walk. I want to establish some group Skype calls for fellowship, but haven’t had much success with this as of yet.

Second, I have always wanted to move back to Kentucky to be near my children, but the desire to do this is now so strong. I am trying to increase my income so that I can move closer to them and be in their lives daily. I miss them so much.

Third, I see that I am entering into a season of preparing for marriage. At least I am prayerful that I am going to be married to a great man of G-d within the next few years. I know there are many things in my life that need to be refined, especially how I take care of a home. I don’t have many responsibilities for caring for a home or preparing food for anyone except myself right now. I am going to be moving in with my dad sometime early 2019. I decided that I would prepare meals for him and help care for the house. He is a bachelor and doesn’t really have all the domestic skills. I am praying if this is something that G-d would have me to do to minister to my dad even after I move back to Kentucky. I thought about coming up one day a week to prep food for him, clean his house and do his laundry. I am hoping this will lead my dad closer to The LORD Yeshua/Jesus.

Let’s close with a prayer.

Abba, I ask that you would do as scripture says and lead the lonely into families. Equip me & my family to be your hands and feet for this task. Give me and my future husband the financial resources to set up homes for single moms, homeless and mentally ill. Bring forth those who would labor tirelessly with us both as volunteer and paid workers. Prepare the hearts of those we would serve so that they would receive the truth of The Gospel message. Lead others out of darkness and into the light of following The Torah as Yeshua did. God, lead the future spouses to find their mates in the online Facebook groups I am in. Increase the income of the men in this group so that they can adequately provide for their family. Give the women careers they can do out of the home and in conjunction with their homemaking & child-rearing responsibilities. Allow both men and women to put G-d first, family second and career third. Convict our hearts tithe and as we tithe we are expecting you to open the floodgates and pour out a blessing that we can not contain. G-d, lead the readers of this blog into a deeper relationship with you, Oh LORD. Abba, I ask that you would guide my every thought and teach me what you want me to teach others. Make this blog and my outreaches a safe haven for many. I pray all these things in the precious name of Yeshua. Amen

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